“I’m through of playing by the rules of someone else’s game. I’m through accepting limits.Too late for second guessing, too late to go back. Too long I’ve been afraid of losing love i guess I’ve lost. I think I’ll try defying gravity and you won’t bring me down.”
There’s no other way when it comes to the truth. Acceptance of the reality will set you free. I guess I’ve been stuck with the idea of losing that love but its time to close my eyes and leap. I’m setting you free …i’ll take you inside my heart wherever I go. I’d sooner buy defying gravity !
The end is getting nearer and nearer. The laughters, small talks, issues, hot items, love teams, food trip and hang outs will soon be over. The children in the past will be a grown up soon. How fast is it going to get? No matter how you want to stop and freeze time it’s just getting faster by the minute.
I’m glad its going to be over. The hassles, stress, frustrations, shocking news, enemies and nerve-wracking exams. It is going to be a new chapter of the book. New life for all of us. Different paths are going to be taken, different ways are going to be chosen but still same at heart.At the same time, I think I’m not ready to leave the happy moments that shaped my being.
I am almost grateful for the people I’ve met. They’ve taken a special place in my heart. Though there are many imperfection but I can still say that I LOVE YOU guys.
Note: this is for someone who doesn’t appreciate the persons who have been a part of their lives for FOUR YEARS of highschool. You have to realize how much are you going to leave this graduation. I am very sad for you…but it’s up to you. Who are we in your life?
Thank you so much Goldenberg-IV for serving as my inspiration to go on. Ga-emote naman ko …hehe!!
I can’t believe it’s my last Christmas party with him. .the mere presence of him make me somewhat happy. It was like my whole existence was in danger but I was surprisingly happy.I’m afraid of losing him but I’m afraid of not making him happy. If I could just turn back time, back when things are in my approval. .back when things made me smile and flatter. I became unaware of how time run so fast. My friends whom i love, HIM, whom I cherished most are going to disappear. It’s the very day I’m not welcoming for.
I’m tired of assuming. .tired of hoping and waiting but I can’t stop loving him. When I’m around him it’s like I was closer yet so far away. I don’t want that feeling but I can’t help it.
